03.28.2008“what the water wants is hurricanes”
I like words and I like stringing them together, but I hate the feeling that I get when I do it because mostly it seems very contrived. I examine books and essays and poems and lyrics and novels and magazine articles and recipes and cereal boxes and I sift through every word very deliberately and meticulously and sometimes I’m awed at the way words can be put together. Sometimes I like them so much that I lose feeling in my extremities and all the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. And I lament the fact that you have to be a GENIUS to get that sort of reaction from people. A genius or a very feeling person.
What’s better is when you can read nice words and even make them sound nice. But that requires a nice voice! When I read I lisp and sometimes it’s so high pitched and sometimes it’s so low and manly and most times it’s remarkably loud.
On the other hand most of the time I’m content to be a reader and a listener. Because when you’re creating you don’t always pleasantly lose feeling in your extremities because you’re laboring so hard over the words. You can only coax them and caress them out of their hiding places for so long, but sooner or later you have to use your muscles and get those things out, not to mention putting them in a natural and cohesive order. And by that time, you’re sweaty and tired and miserable and you never want to see those words again, and you toss them to the world like a person might throw left-overs to their dog and start something new. But when you’re on the receiving end, it’s not nearly so strenuous.
Anyway, I have a growing list of things that will keep me sane once I set foot back in the old U.S. of A. And of them is “Michigan,” of course. I just listened to it last night, for the first time in over forty days, and it was so lovely, I didn’t even want to hear myself breathe. The most sublime 8-10 minutes in the world is the 1-2 punch of “Redford” to “Vito’s Ordination Song.” But wait! I can’t forget about the 1-2 punch at the end of “Seven Swans,” that being “Seven Swans” and “The Transfiguration.” If there is one thing Sufjan can do better than any other artist out there, it’s end an album well. Anyway, after “Vito’s Ordination Song” was over I didn’t want to move. But I had to move, and that was that.
I didn’t go to the University Library today. It was raining! I swear I was going to. Tomorrow?
Sunday we go to Dover. Cyndy, as generous as she is, made beds and stocked the fridge for us at her house, which she’s letting us stay in. This house happens to be ON THE OCEAN. Can you believe that?
Then friends come for a few days. Then Jenna and I are setting sail for Austria/Czech Republic. On this trip we’re seeing Salzburg, Vienna, Hallstatt and Prague. Sounds pretty decent to me. Glasgow/Edinburgh is the first weekend back from break. And that is that is that.
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